Number 1

I was supposed to make great grades this semester. Instead, I run the risk of failing for the first time in a long time. I have too much left on my plate, and I'm already pretty damn full. Sometimes I resent my parents for not being capable of helping throughout my college career then I feel immensely guilty. I envy every single one of my friends who get total financial support from their parents.

Thoughts and anxieties:

• My rent has not been paid.
• I'm going to fail an important exam today.
• I have not had much sleep, and I'm living off Adderall and 5-hour energy.
• I am so lonely living by myself.
• I can't wait for this semester to be over.
• I need to stop using alcohol to make myself forget.
• I am upset that I have to work every day.
• I owe TAMU $350 that I do not have.
• My cable and internet bill is two weeks late.
• I wish the neighbor's dog would shut the fuck up!
• I want to move back to Houston or Austin.
• The sound of the wind hitting the trees is irritating me.
• My apartment looks like a hurricane just blew through.
• I want to tattoo something around my right nipple.
• I can't stand my boss.
  

Ok, all better. Ha!