Sober

I gave up drinking for the week at least. I'm sure no one believes that I'm actually going to hold out, but it's not the first time I've done it. I desperately need to allow myself an adequate amount of sleep and relaxation. I have overslept and missed class so many times this semester that I'm very surprised that I'm still passing everything. Oh yeah, I'm cramming for two exams that I have on Wednesday as I type this. Good job, Christina.

I no longer want to just get by. I have really fucked up my junior year, and let myself become more influenced by others. That's not like me at all. People used to look up to me because I could juggle a job, still make great grades, and have an awesome social life. I am ashamed of myself for being so careless and irresponsible these past two semesters. I feel sick to my stomach thinking of how I wasted two semesters of tuition due to slacking off and not even attempting to make changes. You would think since I am the one paying for school, I'd be a lot more focused, but no...

I made a 38 on that business legal environment exam. I'm more than likely going to have to take the class for a third time because Ds do not satisfy my minor requirements. I love how I managed to do well in every hard class I've attempted, but I cannot get past this damn sophomore level management class. I'm so smart...lahjgjslxyvyf!2@$%

Things to do:
Change study habits / quit pulling all-nighters unless absolutely necessary
Start going to all scheduled classes and avoid falling asleep no matter how ridiculously boring the lecture gets
Potentially find a new job that doesn't interfere too much with school and my happiness. Ha!
Go on a date that does NOT involve a bar or club.
Learn how to do a back handspring correctly so I can finally stop hurting my back.
Stop skipping Latin mix dance class on Sundays with Kristen.
Figure out my new degree plan and projected graduation date.
Convince my cousin to let me sign my lease at the Lofts for the next year.
Send presents to my godsons just because.
Talk to my fucktard brother for the first time in over a year.
Pay utilities and cable/internet bills on time.