Untouched

I feel so untouched
And I want you so much
That I just can't resist you
It's not enough to say that I miss you
I feel so untouched right now
Need you so much somehow
I can't forget you
Been going crazy from the moment I met you

This song describes my sexual frustrations with this guy that I have been hanging out with for the past two months. I like him a lot, but then there's my whole issue with letting people in and trusting them, especially men. After coming home from the bar last night, I laid on the floor with my best friend, and we talked about it. I did not realize how truly afraid I am until I started crying which is a rarity. I'm going to have to think more on this later when I'm not so tired.

On a more happier note, today is Good Friday--I have the day off from school, and I just so happened to get the night off from work. I love days when I can just sit around and do nothing for hours, dance around naked, and sleep until it's time to go out at night.